Hi everyone, I am so sorry for not comin on since July of last year. But as you all know I had GBS and I have lost over 140 lbs. I have got a lot going on my plate with medical problems and it is making it really hard for me to stay on track with everything. I am having seizures, so if I am alone I cant go for walks as much as I would lilike to and I cant hardly convince my husband to go with me. So I am stuck cleaning the house like crazy (I got OCD) and then I try to do these exercize videos that IBought one is the biggest loser and the other one is palates. I enjoy them both but seems like something is always bothering me. I got bad arthritis now worse then before and then I have a lot of heart problems, thankfully I get to see a new doc for that. I am having low sugar levels even tho I eat the required amounts of what I am supposed to have. and so with them being in the 30’s and 40’s I now got to make sure I have 5 grams more of sugar per meal and on top of that I have to try and eat every two hours and I still have not gotten that down yet. I am having a VERY hard time with it. I was having HIGH sugars for a few years and then last month (Jan) iit started dipping, and then it got worse. So I dont know what I should do about any of this, I need motivation bad and I cant get it from people who I see on a daily basis like my husband or any one in my family. They are happy to see the weight go down but dont really give a sludge if I am having to eat certain things, kinda like if I am visiting my mom and everyone, if I dont eat what they got I go hungry so what choice do I got? and at home, my husband works at a pizza place and is always wanting that because he is a pizza freak. So he brings one home and I have a very hard time not having it. I have other things that are better for me at home, but you know how hard it is when you have to fix something different when there is something already made that got brought into the house? Can any one help me please. I feel guilty enough for having this surgery and I am hoping no one on this site holds it against me.